STAY GOLD

i could not find a picture to fit a frame as perfect as you

2004-08-24T07:20:28Z

well as most of you know, Samantha and i are together and well, she's so awsum. tonight we had the most incredible conversation ever and well... i'm falling every second we talk.

ANYWAY

onto other news... this weekend was totally awsum besides seeing my best friend sad... he's been with his gf for about 6 years and she now lives in austin. they'll be okay. well, i really don't know what else to say but i'll write more tomorrow.... later skater

oh yeah and i have to work allllll fucking day tomorrow. from 10-10 :( come visit me at Carinos and leave awsum tips <3

CAUSE I CAN DO THAT

2004-08-08T17:56:01Z

SO THERE COMES A TIME IN EVERYONES EL JAY EXPERIENCE THAT YOU HAVE TO MAKE YOUR SHIT FRIENDS ONLY. THE REASON? I DON'T HAVE ONE BUT YEAH, WHATEVER. UMMM COMMENT TO BE ADDED AND I'M ALSO CUTTING ALOT OF PEOPLE SO IF YOU WANNA STAY, COMMENT.

-RICKY RICKY HE'S SO FINE!! HAHA ONLY SOMETIMES

i'm gonna marry this girl...

2004-07-17T16:51:57Z

well either her or J-Lo :)

you can lie to yourself but i'll never believe you

2004-07-17T01:47:56Z

so today was awsum. i spent almost the entire day with EVIE-E and damn, we can do one hell of an acapella. newhoo, we went job hunting and it was pretty fun. we chilled at her house for a bit to and it was cool seeing Burt/Steven. HOOTERS was cool to, right yvette. haha. well ummm here's a pic of her just cause i decided to post one. she's hot guys so fall in love with her...

this entry sucks... writer's block sucks to

2004-07-16T17:59:11Z

ok so this morning i went to apply at LOWES. i hope i get hired. that would be awsum. ummmm i'm gonna hang out with Yvette today. that should be sweet.

living well is the best REVENGE

2004-07-15T18:02:38Z

ok so today was pretty cool. i registered for all of my classes for next semester. it's gonna be ok. i'm taking 15 hours. dannngg... i just really want to hurry up & get out of this city. it's gonna be great. i think i'm gonna stop talking to a couple of people so if i stop talking to you, get the hint. i've already stopped talking to some and it's made things a whole lot easier to breathe and less hectic.

you wear me out.

better than i thought it was gonna be

2004-07-14T23:22:18Z

well today was eventful. my family and i had a water gun fight. you see, it was just supposed to be me and my little cousin so i went to Wal-Mart and bought to super soakers. man these things are awsum. they shoot far... well my mom came out and i totally hosed her and then my bro came and so forth. it was great. i talked to yvette earlier, i'm suprised she was even thinking of me since i haven't talked/chilled with her in ages. we may hit up denny's tomorrow night like old times and possibly sing some random tunes in the car. it should be fun. well umm, till next time!

nothing comes as easy as you

2004-07-13T19:45:44Z

ok so here it goes, it all comes down to this. my journal is a joke. it's a fucking joke, everything. it's not lies but here for my amusement. i've told 2 people about it and 1 just doesn't get it. if you think any of this is about you, it's prolly not...

SUCKER!

a rivalry gets so deep between me and this loss of sleep over you

2004-07-13T05:34:37Z

i really need to stop talking to you. it gets(got) me nowhere and you bring only the worst in me... it looks like i'm still on my own!

i'm sleepy, feeling not so good and emo... i need some sleep

"i'm good to go for something golden but all the motions i've been going through have failed."

head0ncollision @ 2004-07-10T19:59:00

2004-07-11T01:06:17Z

ok so i'm updating from work and i'm on my break and it sucks. i miss you so much right now it's crazy. i just wanna get home and talk to you. if you think this is about you, it's probably not. after i work i may(not) go play poker with lssrs. it's gonna be sweet if it falls through. ummm HEB sucks dick.

head0ncollision @ 2004-07-10T10:39:00

2004-07-10T15:38:55Z

so we were gonna throw a bar bq for stephen today since his b-day just passed and what do you know, it's fucking raining. FUCK THIS RAIN!! i'm out

your heart WILL leave you sinking.

2004-07-10T01:47:18Z

dragthelake.you'llfinditfullof

LOVE

so i think i'm (not)ready to show you the song. tonight i'll decide. today was cool except for louie acting like a total dickhead. roids makes you very very angry while playing basketball. oh well, i still love that mofo. sorry about lastnight.

I am really a knight, not a pirate

2004-07-08T16:56:01Z

so last night i went to go see King Arthor and let me tell you, GO SEE IT. it rocked. ok maybe it's just me but, when you get out of a movie, does it feel like you were actually a character or like you played in it and your life is actually like that. ummm ok maybe that's weird but the next morning you felt nothing like last night. hahaha i thought i was a KNIGHT. haha i know i'm a dork. anyway i guess i'll post something in EMO CODE later for Brittany. have a nice day guys

love didn't want me but i took it anyway

2004-07-07T16:18:18Z

i have some good news. you're not bad news. your not even news anymore. i got(been) over everything. i'm OKAY!!

head0ncollision @ 2004-07-06T11:24:00

2004-07-06T16:23:48Z

i made this for a band called Off Beat. they are pretty cool guys. anywhoo, let me know what you think.

no one gets(to) me like you do...

2004-07-05T00:47:14Z

keeping words (inside/left out) has led me to a lot less trouble. i totally back this tactic for anyone who rushes into things. thinking things totally through in your head is the best. it's funny though. sometimes people don't know what they want and rushing into things seems like the only solution to a problem. i guess this is a dilema for me. i know what i want, but can i have it? all i want is to be happy. you used to make me happy...

fuckaspacebariwrotethisforyou

i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel

2004-07-03T17:24:50Z

i stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me...

hide the details. i dont want to know a thing!

if this is what you want then fire at will

2004-07-02T18:51:47Z

i'm the kind of guy who wears his heart on his sleeve. trust me when i say this, i'll only go so far to get your attention. you want the truth? the truth hits so much harder than i could ever say. something is going on right now and its gonna be big and ugly and hurt both of us."fool me once, shame on me. fool me twice, you're dead to me." the worst thing in the world is feeling like you are just turbulence in someone elses life. i am just some kid who has a smile that makes you love me or hate me. read the words, slow down. start again. we can fall in love(again). none of this may make sense but to me, it reads like the best love story of all time!

i never wanted it to be this way
nobodywouldhurtifihaditmyway...

ally is the best... :)

2004-07-02T06:41:56Z

:]

2004-07-01T00:29:05Z

by britt .

HEY NIGGS.

2004-06-30T22:53:43Z

SO LIKE.
I WAS LIKE AT THIS SHOW. AND I WAS LIKE HEY SHORTY , WHERE'D CHU GET THAT PHAT ASS FROM. AND SHE WAS LIKE, NIGGA, MAH MAMA HOE. AND I WAS LIKE LEMME TAP THAT.

SO.

IN CONCLUSION HE WENT HOME AND TAPPED IT AND SHE WAS LYKE. LEMME GET DOWN ON DEEZ KNEEZ FOR YA. AND I WAS LYKE HELL YAH

RICKY LOVES BRITTANY<33333333333333333333333333333333333333

BFFE

brought to you by: BRITTANY TAYLOR KLUSS

this is the new romance

2004-06-30T15:58:25Z

your ideas of beauty and romance are just plain boring and outdated.

the flowers: expensive, dead and chiche'. ooh roses, you think that one up yourself? and your forced dates make more for awkwardness and ego-stroking than anything else.
and when that boy you're in love with doesnt pay as much attention to you as he did in the beginning, yep it means he doesnt love you as much as you love him. and chances are you wont live happily ever after. cause most of us dont. dont believe me? ask around.
that whole saving yourself for marriage bit? makes about as much sense as not test driving a car before you buy it. wise up.
and if you're still falling for the same 'i screech my tires, hey look what i can do/buy' dickhead, well then missy you deserve all the garbage he throws at you. like spending five hundred bucks on a car and getting pissed when it craps out on you. cause people are only as shitty as you let them be.
your ideas of romance are as worn out and warped as that old ass vhs porno you've been holding onto since 7th grade.
everyones done what you think you're the first to feel.
your prom, fuck it. its not magical. its $100 tux fees, $500 limos and throwing up in buckets at 2am.
losing your virginity that night? way to wipe out any lick of romance from whats supposed to be the ultimate expression of love.
wearing your hair up? yeah, only girls find this attractive. same goes for your sick fake nails, no ones buying the 2 inch thick french manicure you paid far too much for, and good luck getting those things off. ill be damned if ive EVER heard a guy say, "damn dude, you see her nails? thats sooo hott." staying up till its way too goddamn light outside, making out somewhere your parents dont want you to be.
this is the new romance.
its first times on parents beds.
its tripping her from behind.
its stealing cars for sneak kisses.
its 6 hour phone calls.
its text messages.
its telling your friends you love them/her.
its reading someone to sleep.
its video game tournaments with people you love the most.
its getting her into the show for free (july 27th).
its stolen tulips from gardens.
its being able to remember what you did last night.
its having fun with sex.
its the split second your eyes meet hers when you're going down on her.
its keeping your word.
its breaking it off when its time.
its spooning on the couch.
its the energy in the air the 5 minutes before they ring that doorbell.

the real romance is the 10 people who truly matter in this world.
the real romance is not giving a shit what the other 5,999,999,990 think.
the real romance is the beauty of the fuck you.

that thing aint beating in your chest it's counting down.

2004-06-29T18:19:00Z

something from my real journal:
lastnight i went to the track to run instead of the gym cause it's been pissing me off as of late. when i got to the track i stretched, walked around for a bit to get warmed up, then proceded to run. well as i was running i noticed a blur ahead on the track... it was a shit load of mosquitoes. it sucked. but i kept going even though i have 1000000 bites on my legs. i can't quit something i start. well maybe around the 5th time i went around they stopped getting me. and by the 7th lap, they were completely gone. i found it really funny though that if you stick through a problem and work it out, they all go away. i just thought that was kinda cool.

you're beautiful

2004-06-28T03:33:19Z

that was probably the most beautiful thing i have ever seen. ok so i was watching story of the year and they kept on playing the "anthem of our dying day" riff while he just gave news about them and talked... and right when they actually started the song, it started to sprinkle. it was so so incredible.

it's funny how some bands never let you down and some girls always do. at least i spent the day with you :)

and to whom this concerns:
keeprunningyourmouthontheinternetyouresuchajoke

when the moonlight hits your bright eyes i go blind...

2004-06-25T07:37:32Z

i wish i lived in houston. i miss you sooo soooo soooo fucking much... <3333 fipple nigga!! are you gonna be my girl?